I need a break!

Do I? Yes, I do need one. After a lot of introspection by my brain on its own condition, it has realized that going at this pace won’t do any good. And fastening it is definitely not on cards. Nor I want it to be lazy and fat. I do seem like a confused client who is just not able to describe its requirements and still wants everything sorted out all by itself.

 My mind has become slow, puzzled and incapable of processing large complex data thrown at it. When I am concentrating at some work and some other person queries about something different, I give a confused look scaring people away who must have doubted themselves that have they asked the right person. In simple words, context switch takes too much time to save the current state of registers and upload the status of next one.

 Probably that is the reason why I need a break from everything. Not only break from work is must but also break from the monotony of life. The shackles of needless expectations, tensions, restrictions, muddled priorities just need to be broken. A normal routine seems like a burden. My love for blogging is slowly evolving into a responsibility of an ‘avid’ blogger or a compliance of being participant of Blogathon! No, this should never happen. My soul cries in a muffled voice to be free, if not for always, atleast for some time. Everything needs not to be a duty to be performed.

Give my brain a hint of that it may get a break, it starts imagining a evening at beautiful beach with cool breeze flowing past, a chilly morning in lap of snow clad mountains, a rainy road and cup of tea and pakoras, a adrenaline rush after rafting or a moment of fear before jumping down in bungee jumping, a quite shikara ride. Not a moment of peace in starting imagining even.

Loose wired brain and imagination running all over the directions for a break are all the signs I need to sign off and go somewhere. For some time, I need to cut off the logical, practical, analytical part and everything makes me all mumble jumble.

I need a break..I need a break from all these! I need to breath in the fresh air, see the beauty of nature, hear the sparrows chirping, feel the nature around. In short, rejuvenate myself, to be free to be myself.

Probably, you need one also, because I can see your head nodding too! :)