Sitting with her face hidden in palms, Paridhi looked so
different than her six month ago self. It was hard to find any trace of bubbliness
on her teary eyed kohl smudged face. It seems like all the tensions of the world
have fallen on her petite shoulders. Though in reality, problems weren’t much
intense they just had bad impact on her. And most importantly this time around,
she was finding herself alone.
The relationship where transition seemed utterly seamless
has changed its colors too. Naive Paridhi just thought that being bestest
friends to being in relationship won’t change much. But as it applies to all
other things it was true here too. You have to be there ,to understand it. She still
loved him liked Amu like before .But some expectations and responsibilities
shift their position.
You are never answerable to even your bestest friends but
from day one of being in one such relationships it changes too. Expectations take
a major turn too and some things which never was there crawls in the form of
insecurity and possessiveness. Soon the discussions, explanations lead to argument,
smaller to bigger. More you want to end or avoid them, more they creep in from nowhere,
usually from any harmless topic.
She just want to have some peace and she knew Amu would want
the same. How to be just normal? They could find an answer for it. On top of all,
the exams, submissions, presentations, inability to concentrate on studies, poor
grades were taking their toll on her poor mind and body.
Tears rolled down her eyes and she whipped them clean
umpteenth time, before trying his number again. He has switched off, his phone after
a rough argument .She wanted to call it peace. Weak she has become from within,
she wanted to just run away to some place far away from all this. A peace of
mind ,that’s all she wanted as of now.
1 comment:
Complete contrast from yesterday, but so true, this is what happens in initial phase of relationship when everything suddenly changes :)
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