Coming back!!

Here I am ,The fluffy mystically smiling cloud again. But my sparkled eyes can see the red angry glares of some birds, not wanting to recognize their familiar cloud. Looks like those angry birds are not at all happy, more for my absence in last few months then sudden materialization out of thin air.So,before I get some catapulted stuff at me, I would bow my head and apologize for not being around from being a regular visitor to rare and then gone one. In last few months, the strong mighty winds of stress, tension and uncertainty were successful in blowing this cloud away from its favorite space. And when you are gone, it’s always difficult to come back again, breaking the shackles of awkwardness and most importantly, slumber. You always need a reason to make a comeback and for me, the reason is Blogathon.I don’t know for how many days I am going to survive in this exhausting Blogathon (now I understand how keeping yourself in practice helps :-( ) but I will continue to contribute in similar way I used to do but now with gamut of topics, issues and styles.

Comebacks are always difficult, more difficult than making entry for the first time. More because of the reason that first-timers don't have a trail of expectations or any stains of bad past. They can experiment in that free realm of space and let the creativity flowing like the ribbon in rhythmic gymnastics. But once you are seasoned player and adopt a particular style, you are typecast and expectations to do better are mounted happily on the fragile back. I feel that flow of processes is like sine curve. It’s impossible to
just match the y=0 or x=y graphs. There are ups and downs, where you go up with desire tuck in heart to reach infinity but ultimately meet a stubborn peak point and then fall down with all the energy lost. The most challenging point is where you collate your burned ashes, fight for taking a new form of little phoenix bird and struggle to flutter your tiny wings and dream of reaching heights again. And comebacks do happen,they just need a strong will,love and support of people around. The euphoria at that moment is unmatched when you open your eyes and find yourself in the familiar space of accolades but for all that to happen you have to come back!!!