Rambling about nothing!

What you feel when you are in never-ending roller coaster ride (literally or even figuratively) grumbling, kicking or shouting and suddenly it comes to a halt ..  you just don’t feel the sudden jerk but a feeling of nothingness just engulfs you. For some moments you try to rejoice the adrenaline rush that you just felt some time back and smile to yourself. But even this thin line smile vanishes the moment you realize it’s all gone leaving its fragrance behind.

You may be wondering what has gone into my head to blurt such nonsensical sounding gibberish and my plain jane answer is Nothing, absolutely nothing! A tormenting ride through different courses , zigzagging through roads laden with good food and chitter chattering friends named MBA@ IIFT,Kolkata has come to an end taking absolutely no care of what we wanted it to be. But I cant even blame it , I had my phases where I just wanted it to end then and there at that moment or where I just wanted it to go on till eternity . Unfortunately, either of which was not possible.

Time that looks like another lifetime altogether is still remaining before I start pretending to be busy again in life.  But till that , how hard I am trying to fill it with bits and pieces , life jar still looks empty giving a mournful expression. I can just see a greyish smoke of nothingness spreading out in my tiny brain, engulfing it and choking it, making it plead to me to do something about it.( Oh yes, on knees ,joined palms and burst of tears-kind-of pleading)

Help me! (Oh my brain is all so dramatic) It cries out , refusing to even think of fun ways to salt up(if not chilly up) the few months. Or may be this rambling was its idea of trying as last little something before noose around it tightens to leave no room for further :P