[This post was written before going to ILP, though I am posting it now]
26th mar,2008 - Day I got placed in TCS through campus drive
16th oct, 2009 - Day I got my joining date n place for TCS ILP[initial learning program]- choti diwali [best diwali gift I could hv]
before dt ..I was jst vella..doing nothing ..every day was holiday from last 5 months... knew dt I should be utilising my time doing smthing..bt didnt do a single thing towards dt...
I was a perfect lazy kid :) always worrying wen my DOJ would cm.. :-( … first came my Iflex joining as 12oct,2009...I got all confused abt wat decision to take.. bt finally I didnt go...n took d risk to wait for tcs!!(how.. wobbled my mind was then!! :-| )
Then suddenly wen I was just lazing arnd at home...my ph stirred..zzz..zzz..I dunno y only one thought flashed after seeing mumbai no. tcs ka hai ye!! B-)
n it was..actually!!(my sixth sense..uh?)
v were d only batch who were informed abt doj 40 days beforehand..
then preparation started.. aram se.. shopping n stuff.. making list of things to take .. refreshing it now and then.. , meeting ppl before going.. all those due treats..
I thought dre was enuf time.. bahut din pehle hi sab tyaari ho jayegi..
bt here I m sitting wid only few days left..n still prep going on...
everything stacked up on floor to put in luggage bags..
bt dre is another feeling.. becoming strong wid every min... "dt I would be leaving my home in few days..."
feeling heavy in heart... first time...away frm home..
Initially I used to think I wouldn’t be feeling home sick dre.. bt now m loosing dt confidence ..
Right now listening to dis song "college days" by gaurav.. making me all d more nostalgic...
frm college to first job..is a big step .. transforms u to a lil differnt person.. personality keeps on evolving as u move on in life…[yeah..m d perfect example of dt]
If u take d instantaneous value frm d stream of feelings..n sample it .. u would find many mixed emotions… a lil excitement...a lil fear..a lil apprehension...lil :-) lil :-( .. ohh.. I m so complex a compound.. :-O
Excited as well as nervous.. before embarking on my new journey… lets us..how it turns out to be.. :-)
23rd NOv,2009.. joining date of our batch in tcs... :-)